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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
4:37 am
duh.
new LJ.
strangely enough.
FOR ANYONE WHO CARES.
you know the drill bbys.

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I'M TOO LAZY TO LINK IT.

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Monday, September 25th, 2006
4:12 pm
she's still running.
and i'm still smiling.
and he's just not worth it.

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Monday, September 18th, 2006
6:21 am
"i whispered in her ear to hear an echo."

you remember
all those old good times?
well i don't like remembering those.
they never match up to what i have now...
so why do some
put the good ol' times up onto a pedestal?

and
i'm still laughing at your misfortune.
because you're ugly
and naive.
and have no clue
on how to handle any person
of the fucking human kind.
so i hope you hear this laugh of mine.
and cry at night.

bitch.

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Friday, September 1st, 2006
3:31 am - what am i on?
yay
i'm sooooooooooooo content.

i want skool to start NOW.
(though i still want my housing...)
but like
come january
i'm determined to steal michael from houston.
DETERMINED.
D-E-T-E-R-M-I-N-E-D.
we can travel the world.

OR
live in TOMBSTONE.
::carries knives and guns under my skirts::

and chris'll be here too (crosses fingers)
and it'll be SWELL.

san franciscooooooooo is beautifuuuuuuuuuul.
absolutely.
like
it almost has NOTHING ON NEW YORK.
i mean
this place is like
hilly
and RIGHT TEMPERATURE.
and it looks clean!

EEE.
what if i stay here for the rest of my life??

i want michael to be here now. >_<

um what else.

oh yeah
PLACEEEEEEEEEBO. + SHE WANTS REVENGE.
oct. 24th babies.

AEIFHAw#e&f*a(w@y#@

my life will be complete then.
placebo.
and depeche mode?
what more could i ASK FOR?

other then michael LIVING HERE.
YAY.
AND THEN I WON'T HAVE TO WALK ACROSS STATES TO SNUGGLE.
i can
WALK ACROSS A ROOM.
(omg soon it'll be the second novfebmayberry...)
CRAZY.
and we've broken up like...
twice.

._.

WHATEVER I STILL LIKE HIM LOTS.

smoking cloves suuuuuuuuuuux.
i just want to eat them.
but then they get too sweet.
AND IT'S SO FREAKIN' WINDY HERE
I CAN'T START A FUCKING HELL FIRE.
where's IFRIT when i need him!?

i wanna play chrono cross
hardcore bad.
I SHOULD HAVE KEPT IT AND THEN MAILED IT TO HER T_T

i neeeeed to sleep
i have some housing meeting in
uh
nine hours or something.
i kind of miss my home.
and like
EISLEY.
I MISS EISLEY SO MUCH x_X
everytime i see my scarf i think it's her and i get really excited
and then it's not and i get
ALMOST CRYING SAD.


I MISS MY EISMOS.

; _ ;

i hope i get to
um
keep her forever?
maybe we can share custody or something come january.

SHES MINE ANYWAY
::ANGRY FACE::

::passes out rapidly::

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Monday, August 28th, 2006
6:05 pm
auuugh.
california is like grrrrrrrrreat.
the temperatures.
and the REALLY GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE.

._.

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Thursday, August 17th, 2006
4:27 am
i don't want to leave
michaelchrisandrewmallorymymommysisterseisleymyroom.
you better be worth it california.

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Thursday, August 10th, 2006
1:44 am - to the wronged
the confused
stay together
and the cheaters
band forward
and take advantage.

it's like self punishment.
i think they're crazy.
one day they'll see
that it's abuse like any physical
or verbal.

the end.

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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
9:59 am



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yaaaaaaaay.
who wants a new tattoo?
i'll buy EVERYONE one.
ha ha ha.

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Monday, July 31st, 2006
4:44 am
i'm feeling wrong.
and oh my i love michael.
but sometimes
i make my own heart break.

my 'whyme's scare me.

the end.

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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
12:52 am
sruoy no spil ym: like, if i were a guy
N1greek36: well, when i was younger my friend yanked on my penis till i almost came
sruoy no spil ym: ................................
sruoy no spil ym: YOU INTERRUPTED MY STORY
N1greek36: and thats one of the hottest memories of my life
sruoy no spil ym: but i'm totally interested in yours.




i had the
seriously
hottest night with michael
EVER.
sorry bad kyle.

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Monday, July 24th, 2006
1:36 pm
so
um
school is still happening
my parental unit talked to the lady from the school
and the lady wasn't even miffed by the fact that i'm doing everything last minute.

goodbye houston
hello san francisco.

i think i'll cry when i get there.
and then
i'll never come back.
because i don't know what i'll do if i'll have to come back so soon
i figure i'll be homesick
duh.
i'mma miss my mom [sad eyes].

i think
i'll start hanging out with jessica though...
HAHAHAHA.
surprise!

omg.
i don't want to leave andrew+chris.

i think
when i get there
my heart will break too.

the end.

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Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
11:08 pm
um.
so he promised me
an ADVENTURE day.
and i'm
looking forward to it like no life.
i think we might go see the devil wears prada again.
for the third time.
...
that movie is my bible.


i miss chris+andrew.


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Friday, July 14th, 2006
9:13 pm


i took a walk down the street
where the lamps barely lit the road
i wore the trampiest makeup
and the barely there clothes.
i was looking for my soulmate of the black pavement.
[highwaylover.]

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Monday, July 10th, 2006
4:49 pm
i hate myspace's blogging form.
i'm no good at html.
._.
::frowny face::



p.s. i like to climb.


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[<3]

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Friday, July 7th, 2006
8:51 am
mineminemineminemine.

I LIKE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
very much.

man,
people get too hung up.
maybe
they should just hang themselves.

yesterday was gr8t.
i cleaned
and washed clothes
and CLEANED MY MOTHER'S CLOSET
which proved to be more fun then i thought it would be.

and then
NINJAS ATTACKED
and i'm like WAIT, this room must be cleansed.
but they were too busy gesturing that i was the one to be cleansed from the room.
so i busted out my selphie sticks
and kicked all of their tiny, yet speedy, asian asses.
and then ate them.
for lunch.

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came over at some point
to watch ZEE GAME with me.
goddamn
I LOVE TAYLOR BUCHHOLZ.
even though he's growing up.
and almost not so innocent.
either way.
he's goooooooooorgeouuuuuuuuuuuuus.

and then
i slept.

THE END.

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Thursday, July 6th, 2006
7:26 am
i will dream
of
long long streets.

and
i had given you credit
but you were always really ugly.

sorry.
...
ugly.

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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
4:38 am
i'm seeing ghosts again.
and oddly enough
it doesn't bother me anymore.
instead of feeling angry
i feel sad.
unrequited is a nasty word.
one sided.
or two.
maybe even three.
ha.

i like my small
cold
square.
filled with
hot
warm
people.

i've got a place to be.
on your right side
and on the left of the world.


i'm a grown up now.

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Friday, June 30th, 2006
6:28 am
i don't like the feeling in my stomach...
all excited
and gaggy.
so...here's a picture of the little kitty.
to calm me down.


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...


YEAH.

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Monday, June 26th, 2006
7:44 pm
i don't like ultimatums.
and is it my fault that i prefer NOT to?
i should have that right
and maybe it'll snap some reality into you.
i don't know anymore.

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Monday, June 19th, 2006
1:04 am
what we have
is one strange relationship
and i'm like lindsay
and she's like me
and i need reassurances
even when it's hard for me to believe.
why does he love me??
and why did it hurt so much?
ffffffffffuh.

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